Berkley went on Instagram to reveal her favorite moment from Showgirls. It’s not any of the crazy dance scenes, it’s not her audition in front of that "prick" Tony Moss, it’s not her Skinemax-style sex scene with Kyle MacLachlan. It’s the moment when Nomi is watching Crystal performing on stage.
This was a rare moment during the filming of #showgirls where the director let the camera run and captured my authentic longing for my own dream to be a performer... In turn he captured #nomi's longing, while watching the star of the show, Crystal .. I like this moment because it was a tiny moment in a scene where I wasn't being pupeteered to mimic exact direction that was ultimately extreme and cartoon-ish. Tho I do love, and am grateful you guys love the #camp of it all!! ?????????????????? #cultfilm #camp #comedy #film #movies #showgirls
As Berkley writes, this scene happened when director Paul Verhoeven kept the cameras rolling as she watched Crystal perform on stage. This, she described, was an authentic moment when she was thinking of her own desires to become a performer, and in turn it capture Nomi’s longing. "…it was a tiny moment in a scene where I wasn't being pupeteered," she wrote in part. She also referred to her character’s overall campiness as being "extreme and cartoon-ish," which she also claims was the result of "exact direction."
Though Berkley ended her Instagram post by writing, "Tho I do love, and am grateful you guys love the camp of it all," she was devastated by the film right after it premiered. Critics skewered the NC-17 film and it caused her to retire from performing for a while. As she told Variety during an interview in 2013, it was humiliating to see a performance of hers be bashed so harshly.
I think it was being marketed one way when the film itself was so big and we were directed in such an over the top way. But I think it was embraced and found its way for all its grandeur. There’s a sense of humor underneath some of the darkness. I think, also, pole dancing is now mainstream. People take lessons at gyms.
Berkley has since been making a career overall with her appearances on Dancing with the Stars (where she paid tribute to a classic Saved By the Bell scene) and CSI: Miami, but Showgirls will forever hold a place in her heart...for better or worse.
This year marks the 20th anniversary of Showgirls, which debuted on September 22, 1995. As Berkley said of the experience and the film’s cult following, it was a different time back then and audiences didn’t know how to handle the film. But times have changed. We’ll no doubt hear more from the original cast members, hopefully including MacLachlan and Gina Gershon, as we get closer to the celebratory date.